by Verdana » Mon May 26, 2014 10:28 am
Tua eggs. Great. Just what they ate for breakfast every day.
Still, Tol scarfed them down without hesitation, clearing every fragment from his plate. It did not do to be a fussy eater in Bei. Food was precious, no matter how bland and unappealing it tasted. Protein was sacred. Every extra pound was an extra degree of protection against the cold, and one pound more to lose if a Famine broke out. Tol had never experienced a famine before, but his family had told him enough stories to keep him suitably wary. Still... tua eggs. It was like eating blubber. Worse, even. At least blubber had some sort of texture. Tua eggs just tasted like the tuam they came from: sour, fat, stupid and boring. Tol swore that, were he ever to get married, he would never marry a woman who farmed tuam.
Plate done, placed on the icing rack. The ice would kill any grease or grime. Tol was supposed to scrub it too, but he could hear the Overmother creaking her way through the house. He always wondered whether it was her old, battered stick groaning, or her old, battered bones. He felt a guilty satisfaction for thinking ill of the old woman. It was strictly taboo to disrespect the elders, and this was especially true of the Overmothers, who were the vessels of family wisdom and history. Could it be entirely wrong that Tollo wanted her to die? She was old, after all. Half-deaf, crippled with bone-ill, her teeth were rotten and she smelled funny. When she did, the housemother would become Overmother, and Yasmina would be housemother. That wouldn't be so bad, would it? Yasmina would be an excellent housemother. She studied very hard for it.
Tol laced up his boots and was charging to the door when something pulled back on his arm.
"I have to go!" he grunted, when his sister's question stopped him dead.
"The... Cages?"
Not the pens, for Orug. The cages. For reeva. Tol's face became blank as he considered the question.
"I'm... not sure whether that will be allowed," he replied hesitantly. But he did know. All women over the age of sixteen - in training for adulthood, in other words - were allowed near the cages. It was only men who weren't allowed unless working. But that wasn't why Tollo was reluctant. Tol was scared to bring his sister to the reeva for fear that she would outshine him. He was just, just getting recognised for his handling skills. It would be just like Mina to be better at what Tol loved best in the world.
"I suppose I could ask Overseer Dau. But you'll have to get the Overmother's permission. She'll throw a fit if she can't find you."
Speaking of the Overmother, Tol could hear her shuffling near the door.
"I have to go," he said again, pulling his hat out of his coat pocket, and buttoning his coat up to his chin.
"I'll wait by the crosspaths for a while. Come fast, if you can. And it's dark, so remember your Lantern!"
Only young children and unmarried women had to carry a lantern when the sun wasn't visible. But Tol grabbed one anyway. It wasn't sensible to go unlit in a blizzard. The pens and the cages weren't far out of the main city circle, but it was all too easy to take a wrong turn in the endless sheets of ice. Without a lantern, anyone could disappear into the snow and into the darkness.
Tol remembered how he had hated his lantern as a child.
'And where do you think you're going?'
Tollo was one step and two fingers away from the door. He turned slowly, looking mutinous
"To the shed, Upa. For firewood. Nanai sent me so I need to -"
'Without this?'
His Upa held up a small lantern, a soft flame flickering within sheets of yellowed glass. Tol frowned in protest.
"But Upa, the shed isn't far! I know the way! I'm seven years old now. I'm not a baby to get lost."
'The Night doesn't see age, my boy.'
Tol tipped his head.
"The night? What does it -"
'She, my boy. The night is a she. Or she was, once. Come here.'
"But Nanai said..."
Tol didn't protest too hard. His uncle told the very best stories, and this was one that Tollo had never fully heard. He sat respectfully in front of his uncle, who lit his long pipe. He puffed a pale smoke which smelled sweet and tickled Tol's nose.
‘Once, when Bei was young and far less foolish, the minor elements were just as precious as the impressive ones. We were open in our praise. We shared and we discussed. But slowly we veered from our deities -’
“What’s a day-tee, Upa?†Tollo asked.
‘It’s a god, my lad, but without the pretty decorations.’
“Oh.â€
‘We veered towards those we found to be useful, and let the others rot. One such being was Darkness, Shadow. The Night. We feared the Night for all it held. Danger and death and uncertainty lay beside the Night, so we chased it away with hot fires and bright torches. It resented us for our hatred and our fear, and in return, it began to steal our children. One by one it snatched our little boys and girls away. We kept them inside, for fear of losing them.
But one day, a young woman named Camani went wandering. She was hunting Rem - for they have the prettiest hues at dusk. It was not yet dark when she left her home, but after a long and energetic search, Camani looked up, and saw that the sky had darkened and the shadows were tugging at her skirts. She ran home, and in her haste she dropped her gloves. She was a quick girl, but the darkness was faster. It gathered her up and near swallowed her whole -’
“And then what, Upa?â€
‘Patience, boy! I’m not quite finished yet. She ran through the dark and found the city. The lamps were lit and she ran home, where she had no supper for being so careless. But Camani was not abashed. The darkness hadn’t hurt her. She was not afraid.
And the next morning, when she walked back, following her footprints to the edge of the lamplight, she found her gloves, neatly laid out on a rock.’
Tol walked quickly to chase the cold from his bones, the old story sucking on his mind. The lamps were lit, so he found his way easily to the crosspaths. He did not fear for his own safety, for he walked the route every morning. As he reached the stone cairn marking direction, somebody called his name.
‘Look who failed to sleep in again!’
Tol grinned, despite himself.
“And I was right not to. You’re late Namod.â€
The boy scoffed and waved an arm flippantly.
‘Hardly. You watch. Rana won’t notice my absence. And if she does, it will do her good to fret. She’s gotten far too big for her boots since she as promoted to Junior Overseer. You’d think she was queen of the orug pens! I liked her better when she was a hand.’
Despite being two years older than Tol, Namod had never been promoted. He was a good-looking boy, with thick, dark, curly hair, a noble nose, clear grey eyes and an infectious smile. He came from one of the better families, which had landed him his job in the pens. But Namod was incurably lazy, which was as terrible a vice in Bei as fussy eating was.
‘So, how is your very lovely sister today? Is she begging for news of me yet?’
Tol didn’t take those sorts of comments very seriously. Namod didn't mean them. He was a terrible flirt but had no desire to marry, lest he be forced to work. Besides, Namod knew that Yasmina was a tender spot for Tol, and Tol knew just as well that reacting would only make Namod tease worse.
“She might join us.â€
‘Oh?’
Tol nodded.
‘How wonderful. By the end of the week, she’ll have proposed and I’ll be your new housefather!’
“It’s just for today.â€
‘Then I’d better make a good impression.’
“You’re a jerk, Namod.â€
‘And you’re a stick-in-the-mud, Tol.’
In companionable silence, the two young men waited.