What are your favorite memories from Eldemore?
Oh, that is an excellent question~ c;
*sips coffee and snuggles up in my poofy recliner*
Now, now everyone~ Gather around and sit while Auntie Scar tells you a little story~
For me, Eldemore has helped me in a more mental and emotional level.
If put in the simplest form of words, from the very start, it probably saved me.
When I first joined Eld, I was moving away from the home I lived in for about 15 years, most of my life really and so I had to say goodbye to my few friends as well as all the people I grew up around. Alongside that, I was very depressed at the time, and in a very bad place that often teetered to dangerous levels that would result in decisions that could never be taken back... permanent ones that could have very well resulted in me not typing this out at this very second...
At the start, due to my current state of mind, I was very reclusive and shy... scared even by experiences I had on an another site that won't be named. I would perhaps post here and there but for the most part but I never really got attached or active or open with others. Then the first Event happened and being there when Steve got his name... and then came Yuletide and that insane Rune named Azara... And then when Oblivion used us and escaped!! (which meaning no offense Oh Mighty Lord Oblivion, thank you for sparing me and gracing us with your presence~ orz )
I can't really put it to words, how it happened, how it all began to change...
It was a very gradually process, almost non-existent but as time inched on, I grew more attached and comfortable, and the more I spent on Eldemore, the less depressed I felt. Granted whenever I got off, it would come back but even that too began to lessen. I felt at home, I felt like I was amongst others of my own mindset, my own crazy mindset...
Before I knew it, I became so active and involved and I loved it. I was so happy, so much so it started to affect me outside the world of Eld. I became more responsible, less depressed, more confident, less shy-- I am doing things now that I never thought I would being doing! I've volunteer to help with teenagers, I'm a part of a choir group that sings in front of hundreds of people, and knowing me I am utterly terrified being in front of lots of people. I've excelled so much in art, I never thought I would have gotten this far.
Eldemore has inspired me to be more active, creative(both in art and writing), and inquisitive-- I've learned so many new things whether it be simple tidbits or curiosity about certain eras or culture or whatever else, and you know what they say, if it is something you love or interests you, you are going to learn it better than when you were forced to learn it in school.
And then don't get me started on the people I've met~ <3 Benathorn and Zayin are the cutest couple ever and Jendalie is amazing with her awesome support and devotion; their love for this site is so admirable and my sole gratitude goes to them for making this site because if they hadn't, well, I don't know where I'd be right now...
I've made friendships with many lovely folks, some I would never wish to let go~ Granted, I swear a few of them have made me crazier, like mere inches away of being tossed into an insane asylum, that crazy! X'D But you know what, I wouldn't have it any other way. I love them all, their sheer presence and creativity is inspiring and I always find I want to try and push myself in art and writing just so I can be placed at least under their ranks of amazing creativity~
All of the staff are my friends, whether I know them well or not, I consider them family to me and they are all special to me; I would die protecting and loving them all. And then Eld has also spawned one of my favorite friendship that I hope I never lose.( if you read this, Skie, this is to you, my friend~ <3 <3 <3 )
And the pets and lore and story~ I'm not a huge reader, I enjoy it in my spare time, I'm more of a video gamer who savors heavy stories and character development, and I got a mix of both and I love it~
All of the pets I feel tell a story, they reveal a piece of heart, soul, and mind from those that designed them, revealing their interests and passions, and there is nothing more beautiful than getting to see that passion shine bright. I love watching and listening to people talk about their interests and what they love, because I know I love telling others about mine and let me tell you, it is one of the best feelings ever to have an interested ear listen to the things you love to devote to.
And then all the love and comical moments~ There are so many nice people on Eld, it is almost mindblowing how many. And then all the fun moments ranging from the Eld Times to World War Eld to just the wonderful, lighthearted fun we all have and the craziness that ensues-- Especially when dealing with Azara. I swear if we could all band together somehow, we could maybe best her. "Maybe!" Don't hold my word to it because I doubt any Ancient would want to deal with her. x'D
And just... I can't put it to words the feelings I feel for this site, for no words I think of seem to comprehend my feelings. I am so honored to be here, I'm so honored to be on Staff and to help give back in what little ways I can, just like Bena owns my soul from the moment I was brought into Staff, I owe my very life to them.
Many thank yous to all my Staff friends and user friends, even those that don't know me well, I owe my life to this site so everyone on it deserves my thanks. Thank you for reading my long-winded tale and have a blessed day~ <3